A Surreal Dream ([info]5urre4ldr3am3r) wrote,
  • Music: headache
I hear the words are spoken
I think my mind is broken
I keep on steady smokin
Hopefully I die from chokin
Know what I was just thinking
Maybe if I keep drinking
The voice will quit and I can escape from this demon deacon
My lifes a living hell
Only the voice can tell
Oh please oh christ compel
Lead me from this evil spell
My body won't stop shaking
These voices keep on making
Me do things to people, this must just be the work of satan

They want my mind and soul this shit is way out of control
I haven't been to sleep in weeks, i'm sweating but my body's cold
I'm shaking like a leaf, terrified to go to sleep
Puking from the medication my vitals signs are looking weak
I see him in the mirror, he told me come inside
He lives inside my head so there's no where to hide
They want my soul to die so they can come alive
Possess my body, so everybody can realize

They say they'll give me pain
They say they'll give me love
They say they'll make me bleed
And tell me i'm above
They take me down again
This is my medicine
I cut the head off the devil and I throw it at you
They say they'll give me pain
They say they'll give me love
They say they'll make me bleed
And tell me i'm above
They take me down again
This is my medicine
I cut the head off the devil and I throw it at you

I take so many zoloft
I bleed my nose off
I run up in a church and rip my fucking clothes off
The demon follows me right to the house of God
But then it swallows me and takes me to the Lotus Pod
What can I do when my brains shakes my earth quakes
My lips crack, my skin dries up and flakes
Sleepless, 6 days of weakness
I pin eyelids open, with rusty paperclips

The demons coming for me, they want to take my body
Hands reaching up behind me sufficate the breath upon me
They sqeeze my vocal chords until I want to scream
Call upon the dark lord please wake me from my dream
I'm steady poppin no-doze, I never want to sleep
Mental pressure over comes the brain, the evil creeps
Body shakes for me uncontrol I need to pop another pill
Demons here to take my soul to late I need a refill

Spoken are the words
In the hands of pythona
Are the magic spells
To unlock the keys to the universe
It awaits, it will be summoned
By the pedals of the lotus
The night candles clean mind and soul
Shall invoke the power

I sit alone in the closet so I can hear what they saying
I'm rocking back and forth helpless will it, infest my ahhhh
My momma told me it would pass its been 17 days
The bag of the tylonel bottles don't say shit about a soul rape
Tell me what the fuck I'm supposed to do now (how)
Act how (now) go where (here) be with who listen more to me or you?
Father tell me whenever will I be back to normal (never)
I guess I'm cursed to live with this headache forever

I can't sleep at night
Cause all these sounds in the darkness
Wake up in a cold sweat
Body feeling heartless
Pop a couple sleeping pills to try an relax
Every time I doze off something's breathing down my back
Could it be the afterlife or just a soul living inside of me
Praying for the day to take us both out of our misery
Could it be the evil ways of past on friends?
Or maybe all the lives I took are coming back for they revenge

Give me pain
Give me love
Make me bleed
Take me above
Take me down
This is my medicine
I cut the head of the devil and I throw it at you

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  • 5 comments

Anonymous

July 31 2005, 04:10:32 UTC 6 years ago

Im doomed to repeat myself.
Every relationship Ive tried since you......their parents absolutely despise me, for what I do, who I am, and without even getting a chance to know me. tell your mom I said thanks.


Matt (that worthless piece of white trash that you made the mistake of dating)

[info]mallaose

July 31 2005, 05:01:39 UTC 6 years ago

Not to get off that track but i made a new piece of art from one of your recent picture here is the link, hope you like.

http://www.deviantart.com/view/21188858/

Anonymous

July 31 2005, 07:39:15 UTC 6 years ago

was it you who used to do all the amazing photoshop with her pictures? I wish I had the patience for that.

[info]mallaose

July 31 2005, 17:34:32 UTC 6 years ago

Yeah i used to but i havent had any new pics of her in so long. I still include some of the works i did of her in my portfolio for admissions. as for patience usually its just boredom.

Anonymous

July 31 2005, 23:54:33 UTC 6 years ago

I gotta admit I got kinda jealous man, I couldnt do photoshop to save my life. but you did some incredible work with those pictures.

matt
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